I didn't really jump on the whole 9/11 bandwagon. So before someone questions my patriotism, I honestly just do not have any emotion to it... or well, not a truly personal one. It was indeed a tragedy but I am definitely a conspiracy theorist and I feel there are still far too many unanswered questions. I think my need to have these questions answered is what makes me a patriot. I don't want to follow blindly on the whole "Kill them towel heads"... mainly because I am not a racist ass and people who just believe whatever they are told kill me. Maybe I read too much, maybe I think too much... but everything about September 11th seems sketchy to me and has since the beginning, even as a 12 year old girl in 8th grade. I will stand by my belief that I think the government was behind it and knew about it. My question to them is why? Why was it necessary to kill all those innocent people? What has it accomplished? Just more death and destruction and FOR WHAT?! Oil? Money? Our country is in so far in debt that the likelihood of ever getting out is an impossibility... gas prices are still insane so really, what has it accomplished?
If I take the stance too that we were blindly attacked but some jihadist militant group... well.. I can't. I think it was all staged. My heart aches for ALL the innocent people and families who have lost their loved ones since that day. We're still nowhere close to ending this war... why is it that America insists playing big brother to every country that is not like us? Maybe people wouldn't be so pissed if they just live and let live....bah, I am going to leave the 9/11 bit at this. I feel I am getting more and more chaotic as I type and none of this is making any sense. I send all the positive energy I can to those who are still suffering, Americans and Middle Easterners alike. All I can do is hold on to this unrealistic dream that one day people can grow up and realize that no one person is different from any other. At the end of it all we still bleed red. Why can't people just accept each other... it blows my mind...
ALSO...
In case you hadn't heard, which I am sure you have... *ahem*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irx_QXsJiao
WHAT THE HELL TEA PARTY!
Are you effin kidding me? The crowd actually cheers to let this hypothetical human being die? You the party that fights so hard to nix abortion are OK with letting a man die because he doesn't have insurance? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! That is sick. That is disturbing and just down right disgusting. Why would anyone want a person in power who has supporters that cheer the idea of letting a man in a coma die just because he doesn't have insurance? I promise you, if these are the people who are running my country, I am getting the hell out of dodge. Me nor my husband have insurance, mainly because we can't afford it. Our son has insurance through that state... so if either of us were to get terminally ill.. or even slightly injured, we would be left to die just because we would rather put food on our table than pay the insane costs of medical insurance? This is disturbing and this is not a society I want to live in or raise my child in. What the hell has happened to humanity? WHAT THE FRIGGING HELL!?!?!?!?!?
Ok... That's all for now before I start pulling up more shit that drives me insane about this upcoming election...
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